2004/2005

2004/2005

Bom, acabou um, começou outro. Sem nem tempo de respirar. Na verdade, acho que tenho tido é justamente tempo demais pra respirar. Queria ficar sufocado em tarefas interessantes e cercado de pessoas legais (especial, minha namorada). E não vou ficar aqui fazendo balanço de ano ou dizendo quais são meus desejos para 2005.

Eu tenho desejos e vontades para o futuro em geral, elaborei algumas metas, mas elas são como guias, não promessas estúpidas que eu faço só porque nessa época todos as fazem. São coisas as quais venho pensando há tempos. E tenho plena consciência que grande parte (uns 80/90%) do que preciso para que essas metas sejam atinjidas tem que partir de mim.

Para resumir, vou deixar nas mãos do velho olhos azuis. Em um futuro não muito distante, quero poder proferir essas palavras não apenas em um karaoke, mas dentro de mim:

Frank Sinatra - My Way

And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I 'll say it clear,
I 'll state my case of which I 'm certain.

I've lived a life thats full,
I travelled each and every highway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it My Way.

Regrets, I 've had a few,
But then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exception
I planned each charted course
each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this,
I did it My Way.

Yes there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it My Way.

I 've loved,
I 've laughed and cried,
I 've had my fill, my share of losing
and now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
to think I did all that
and may I say not in a shy way

Oh no, oh no not me
I did it My Way

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows
I took the blows -
And did it my way!